Gr. I am severely depressed.. for I just today received a C- on my first AP English essay. I must suck total balls. Completely embarrassing.. my whole front page was raped with a pencil on how I did everything wrong.. he also was polite enough to use one of MY sentences on how not to use certain words. Baha! I guess I will not be using "anything" and "everything" anymore. I have never heard of something* so bizarre. At least someone in the class got something lower, Christina S. got a D! He did however say everyone needed work.. so I guess I can't beat myself up over this. Still, now I am in very much doubt with how my AP History essay will come out. It's due in two days, gah. .-. As usual.. also, on the essay, I was commented a lot on my 'awkward' sentence structure. Teachers always put that. Blahblahblah!

Let us cross our fingers and hope Meggy wins that FP inspired bag! ;) I am thinking of dropping these classes, maybe not yet.. but for next year, I suppose? It's not like I am learning anything anyhow. I am just being told how much I stink as a student. >.> I miss Mr. Charvot. Notes are great, I like notes. God knows what I will be doing with myself in the future. I need to figure this out in approximately two years.. will I be a police officer or a fashion designer? Gosh, the opposing careers I have among many more: a doctor, a veterinarian, a lawyer, a dentist, a teacher, a psychologist, the list goes on & on & on. . . will these AP classes truly help in the long run? H-e-l-l no. But they make me feel better than everyone, they make me feel smarter. But I am smart, with or without them. I just cannot except that. I really want to get into Ivy League, but does that really matter? Not really. I have all these pointless goals. My golly, I need a boyfriend, now. I want a hug and I don't even like hugs. They're awkward. I am babbling. G'bye! x0